Behind The Scene

2011-05-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

It started with a kiss.

Yes it is some taiwanese drama series, and also my love story :)

Just like in the drama, the guy paid no attention to me. However unlike the lead actress in the drama, I did not chase after him. I liked him, and that's it.

Oh wait, I think I did dropped a lot of hints. :P Nevertheless, we are together now, almost 4 years and I hope that our relationship lasts.

Love always.

2011-02-16T21:22:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, I really do understand the situation you are in. But I chose not to.

I wonder why.

I think I am just being plain selfish.

I need $$$

2011-01-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

Just being impatient caused me to lose a few hundred dollars =.=

Seriously, I need to pay for my new car's installment, study loans from the government and also my aunt, phone bills (GOSH I forgot to pay this month's bill) and etc. And here I go spending a few hundred dollars on something that I don't think I will like.

Anyway, I've bought my dear his Valentine's Day present and I am still thinking of a way to present the gift to him. He's away in KL now and I miss him so much :( Come back soon k~

ARGH wth I should stop shopping and going out for now til my next salary comes in. =x

Team Building

2010-12-20T21:30:00.003+08:00

I talk a lot, I can talk to random people as long as I am comfortable talking to them.

I attended a team building session organized by SONY last weekend, and I had so much fun! But I do feel that I am a little annoying cos I talk too much. But it doesn't matter I guess. The session was great, it was my first time attending such event but nonetheless, it was worthwhile. I got to know more people and they are very nice indeed.

Zack, the first person from SONY whom I talked to was in the same group as mine. Thanks for accompanying me for dinner because you knew that I was alone.

To IA Lim, thanks for inviting me to join you guys for supper.

As for Kent, thanks for the teh tarik, the ride to Subaidah and also for the ride back home. Thanks for accompanying me too.

To other team members, love you guys!

I feel like I just gave a Grammy Award speech :P

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So here's the thing, where did all the gentlemen menghilang??? It is so hard to find a guy who opens the car door for you, unless he is afraid that you might destroy his car door. I wonder how does it feel to sit in the car, my partner rushes out to open the car door for me.

I just love being pampered :)

What do I do?

2010-12-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

I am very excited about the idea of getting a car. I can imagine just how convenient my life will be. Okie so here's a list of stuff that I will or would like to do when I own a car~

1. Drive my dear - I am sure he will tease me "Aisehh, got car d, different liau hor"

2. Drive to work - I think using the main highway is not really recommended for me cos the queue will be so long on Mondays and Fridays. I will definitely face problems in getting my car squeeze into the correct lane. So I've decided to use the old road :D

3. Drive to post office - I can now drive to post office anytime I want, except during working hours of course cos we are not allowed to leave the company, I think.

4. Drive to malls - Girls day out to the mall will be great, and with me driving, FABULOUS! :P

5. Drive to Raja Uda - The main reason for me to drive to that area is because of the tomyam mee. I can always opt for the one in Balik Pulau but if its an outing at night, tomyam mee shop at Raja Uda will be the place.

6. Drive my aunt to Billion/Carrefour - Just because I want to :)

7. Show off to my dear cos I will be getting a metallic ones while his is solid white wakakaka!

8. Drive to the dim sum shop which is 15 mins of walking distance :D Imagine driving there will take about 5 mins and another 5 mins for parking. Save 5 minutes! 5 mins means a lot cos unoccupied tables are very rare.

9. Karaoke in the car :D My mission is to join Motorola's band when I am working in Sony :P

10. Drive Crystal to Balik Pulau :D

Losing Weight!

2010-12-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

It has been more than a month since I last update this blog. Not gonna apologize as I am sure I have no active readers here :D

I have been pretty busy lately, I wish I can spend more time with my dear. But at the same time feeling guilty towards grandma :( Well... Haiz!

I think I've been blogging aimlessly for trillions of posts [just exaggerating] and I think I should come out with a topic whenever I start blogging.

So I will start by losing weight. It's pretty tough, I was 52kg when I was in KL before I went off to UK. And when I was in UK, I gained 3kg wtf! I blame it on Lobster Pot's massive fries and France's kebab!

I was trying to shake off those extra kgs by taking only breakfast and dinner since my aunt does not cook us lunch. Had this routine for more than a month. I was positive that I've lost at least 2kg but dang, I am still at 55kg.

So ever since I started working, I tried not to take lots of carbo. I will make sure that the snacks that I bought has less than 200calories. And this take me about 1 month to lose 1kg! Hard work or not. But I take nasi kandar almost every weekend after I started working. So imagine if I stop that nasi kandar routine, Cabbit will start calling Sexy Momma again XD

2010-11-11T22:08:00.003+08:00

I want an INSTAX MINI CAMERA!!! Gosh I've been repeating the same line for years but but arhhhhh!

Anyways, SONY has been great til now. :D

And I like Xiaxue!! She is not phony, always true to herself and she is damn interesting. Just being random. I haven't been using my brain since god know when, as in really really utilizing it. It's all rusty now, I need to shake the rust off :P Therefore, I am going to bury myself with movies and mangas!

Oh yea, I would really love to start learning Japanese :D

私は犬が大好き

Nice day to all!

p/s: I can't wait to meet my dearest~

2010-10-24T14:47:00.002+08:00

:D

I just love spending my time with him <3

And my working life will officially start tomorrow! So yea I have my feelings jumbled up. I think I wont be able to sleep well tonight worrying about what my future colleagues will be, and the workload that I will need to handle and whether I can perform well. *_*

2010-10-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

I made a fool out of myself.

I have such low self esteem whenever I get into this same situation. I guess I can never make my one wish come true.

I am still the same old me, but you've changed.

I see no future ahead us, I'll just let time lead us. :)

Above all that, I still love you. How about you?

2010-10-16T13:15:00.001+08:00

I give up trying to make myself noticeable :)

2010-10-16T00:48:00.002+08:00

Somehow I am starting to feel that I am no longer important. Should I run faster so that he chases after me? Nah that will never happen. I am the one who gets upset when I cannot spend time with him. I am the one who will roll all the way just to get him to notice me.

Once I've asked him,

"If one day I decided to leave you, will you ask me to stay?"

He said "No"

Then again I asked,

"If one day, I was mad at you for causing great wound on me, will you come back to me when my anger subsides?"

He said "No"

Sometimes I feel very insecure by his indifferent act, but I can just predict what he will reply me if I was to tell him about how I feel.

"If you are thinking such way, there's nothing I can do"

Damn I am so confused. Why am I behaving like this in the first place? I love everything about him except for his lack of courtesy and being too indifferent. Wtf what should I do :( Am I being selfish?

2010-10-15T12:02:00.002+08:00

It is tough looking for jobs these days. I have submitted my resume to a number of companies but only 2 companies called me back for an interview.

First was Sony. Second was Agilent.

But I was lucky enough to get an offer from Sony. :) Reporting to work on the week after this coming Monday! I shall remind myself not to let "what the fuck" slipped out from my mouth during work.

And wtf Lee Min Ho is so damn HOT! I was watching Personal Preference/Taste about 2 days ago, and he totally stole my heart away lor. :( I've already taken an interest in him in Boys Before Flowers, but then he does not have a killer smile. Thus he was defeated by Zhang Han who acted in Let's Go Watch Meteor Shower Together. However, Lee Min Ho strikes back with his awesome sweetness and coolness in Personal Preference! Ahh I have such a "flower" heart.

Please return it back soon k. Preferably right after I finish that series.

2010-09-15T21:38:00.006+08:00

I am back in Malaysia for good. Urgh.

Paris was beautiful. I was so excited as I stood on the same ground where Nodame Cantabile was filmed. Dear and I took the elevator to the summit of Eiffel Tower, and it was pretty scary. There are lots of good looking guys in Paris and they are so polite and helpful! We were standing in the middle of nowhere trying to read the map. One cute guy came to us and offer his help. Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

London is ultra fun. We went to Madame Tussaud and Ripley's Believe It Or Not. I managed to take a few photographs of myself with Shahrukh Khan and Hitler :D Extremely hyper when I saw Einstein and Isaac Newton. <3

Urm nothing much so ja~

2010-07-11T05:01:00.003+08:00

Summer Sale is extremely great, but too bad it's gonna end soon and I do not have $$ to shop for lots of stuff.

I've mentioned before that my bf never fail to predict what I will do or get him as a present. However, he couldn't tell what I've got for him this time!! Yay to myself~ He was kinda surprised I think, but did not show as exaggerating expressions. But he is obviously dumbfounded. Muahahaha! Happy anniversary ah dear although it was like 3 or 4 days ago.

So yeah, sales are good. La Senza's having a big clearance, 5pound for 1 bra. I think its kinda cheap. Hmm not too sure though.

Just to paint the blog as it looks super dull ><

2010-06-27T06:38:00.003+08:00

I have my ups and downs in UK. It is kinda hard for me to adapt to new people and friends whom I am not closed with. I am the type of person who sticks to whichever is convenient and comfortable to be with. So I guess this will be my minus point.

I miss my gals: Sharon, Hui Ling, Ting Shan, Jenny, Kelly, Mee Chea, Ananthe

Anyway, got my papa a Manchester United's jersey~ I hope he likes it. <3

3rd year anniversary is around the corner. I should start panicking as I do not have any idea of what to get this year wtf. :(

And ebay is damn addictive!

2010-06-20T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today is Father's Day. So I wished my papa.

A few hours later, somebody posted a comment saying something about being a filial daughter/son only on this particular day and the other 364 days, we children poop everywhere and then the father has to clean up the mess.

I am a good daughter. My temper may be short, but I have never shouted at my parents before even though sometimes I do have the urge to. I am sure everyone has this kind of feeling before. So why do we consider father's day as a special day for the papas? For me, it's just like our own birthday.

If father's day is not a special day, then you better don't give a crap about your birthday =)

I know my papa ain't gonna read my blog, but thanks for everything anyway. Everything may sound insincere but argh, I am sooooooooo lazy right now.

Thanks papa! <3 <3 <3

2010-06-10T04:56:00.004+08:00

People tend to not know about themselves.

I was told to look at my own mistakes before pointing at others.
Well, I don't usually realize what my mistake is instantly, but rather 30 seconds later. So never mind about that. I'm having my PMS and it seems to be really bad in UK. I do not have that much of mood swings in Malaysia as far as I can remember. In fact I do not have any until I left for college. My temper is running really short. One second I will be mad at absolutely nothing, and 10 seconds later I will be smiling like an idiot. T_T definitely needs to find a guide on reducing PMSes. And shit I think I've gained at least a few kgs here. I AM SOOOOO SAD!! :'(

Anyway, PMS and fat aside, I do not know what I am feeling now. I am confused. Really. I wonder if 'anyone' knows about courtesy. note my ''

Its not like you do not have ways to contact me. There are so many ways to reach me. There is no point in asking when it is all over right? If I was to walk on a field of bombs without realizing it, and was not warn about it even when you knew about it. So that means when I'm dead only you will warn me about the bombs during my funeral?

So wtf la all my fault.

Okie on a brighter side, a picture from York :D

2010-05-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

I was quite surprised when I found out that my dear reads my blog from time to time. I thought he would have totally forgotten about this petty stuff.

Anyway, 3 days left before I depart to UK. And I got caught with a flu at this very last minute. :( Well at least I managed to get important stuff settled. I was supposed to receive my offer letter 2 weeks ago but somehow I didn't. So I called up the LJMU office to enquire and was told that I might receive it on Monday or Tuesday the latest as they sent the offer letters in batch. Alright I waited patiently til Tuesday and again, nothing! I called the office again and a lady told me that the postman couldn't locate my address and sent the letter back to them.

I finally received my letter 2 days later and found out that my passport number was incorrect. So everything repeats itself and ta-da~ I received my letter today~ XD happy!

1. The lady and guy who attended me were very helpful, I like how they solve the problems asap.
2. Postman should totally get a GPS.
3. I should blanket myself to sleep and drink more water.

Ah back to "I am having flu" part. I was treated like a princess <3 <3 I love him the most!

2010-05-15T15:20:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks to UK!!

Somehow it feels more like a vacation rather than a summer semester program. This is bad. :(

Anyways, this time, I will definitely strive for the best and UK, please pleeeeeease do not tempt me with Topshop, La Senza, etc etc

My dad and friends keep asking me whether I have everything packed. I was like what else to take besides MONEY, important documents, clothes and shoes. Nothing much right since we are not allowed to bring our own pots and pans.

I am going to miss my beloved Crystal and Orh Kia.

2010-05-11T00:36:00.002+08:00

I was left broken hearted before my bf and I got together. In fact it was only a few months after that. I can't remember how I managed to get the guy who left me wounded out of my mind. All I can remember is how my bf, who was only a friend at that time accompanied me, playing some horror flash game and him laughed his ass off at my stupidity.

I am not sure whether it was a rebound at that time. But we have walked the same path for 3 years now, and there is no doubt that with every step taken, I have been pulled deeper into him.

And dear, if you are reading this, I love you lots :)

2010-05-10T10:33:00.002+08:00

Why do we thank God only when good things happen to us?

And why do we blame God when unfortunate stuff happens to us?

Can't we thank God for his blessing and if anything goes wrong, the blame should be on ourselves rather than Him. I don't think "God is so unfair" has ever cross my mind.

2010-04-19T12:43:00.002+08:00

You call yourself a mom. Two words. Fuck.You.

You may deceive my sister who I was once really close with but I will not be blinded by likes of you anymore.

I was taught to forgive and forget, and respect the elders. But I would have just slap you if you are right in front of me. You are absolutely none of my concern so stop putting your troubles on us.

I may not be a filial daughter you may say, but I do not give a damn. And obviously you do not have the right to say so either as you weren't there for me for the past 15 years.

Screw you.

2010-04-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

I love him. Even if I am not the right one for him, I just want to stay by his side as long as possible. Am I wrong to think so?

2010-04-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

Selfish bastards are those that:

1. Fucking use people as scapegoat

2. Never want to take the blame even though it is so damn obvious that she is the one at fault

3. Assume that one knows everything when not a single detail is provided

4. Everything is none of her business

This type of people ticks me off. I am not trying to say that I am not selfish. I am in fact. If I don't like you, you don't expect me to share anything with you. It's plain obvious that I do not want to have anything to do with you. However, if one uses you as a scapegoat and all this while you've been treating her as a friend, what will you do? I'll fucking hate her for the rest of my life.

I am calmly pissed at the moment. So here is my story:

This morning, some company called me up asking for details. So I questioned the lady, her purpose of calling and such. She said somebody that I know took (loan) money from them and has yet to make any repayment; and they are going to file a case on her.

What I do not understand is that, how on earth did that company get my details? WTF right. We here, I am not going to mention who, have nothing to do with this fella. If you are going to loan even 1 cent from whoever, you do not have the right to use our names. Fucking use your own family name!!

I am still calmly pissed. You've ruined my mood.

2010-01-24T08:56:00.001+08:00

The eagle recovers around a mark!

Shopping

2010-01-24T08:55:00.001+08:00

Time to go for SHOPPING!!!!

2009-12-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

When I was in primary and secondary school, I did not mind how bad I looked. I was having pimples all over my face, fat all over my body and yet I chose not to care about those petty stuff. I think everybody who saw me back then would never befriend me, except for my existing friends.

It's amazing how we change as we grow older. Those once petty stuff now seem like a big ordeal to me. I hate it even when I have one small pimple. And FAT is a big no no. All I want is the fat to be stored in my boobs rather than my tummy, thighs and arms. I am still thinking how to get rid of all the fats in me..

I can prevent pimples from popping out and taking care of my body. But there are some stuff which I will not be able to change! My HUGE nose, my round face and small boobs =.=

VAIN is the word. Blehhh...

Would love to get a plastic surgery. Seriously. But whenever I thought of this, I would recall what I've been told before.=(

I'll just deal with these for now. I hope as I grow older, these thing will not bother me anymore.

2009-12-28T11:14:00.005+08:00

I was back in Penang for the holidays. Crystal is such a baby.

Credit: Sharon

Would love to have another session where we can spend the whole night updating each other.:D Miss you~

2009-12-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

I tried this "Get to know yourself better" quiz. Seems fun. My results:

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2009-12-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

I wish your eyes are on me, only me.

Your touch are only for me.

I think I'm not good enough. I want to be prettier so that you will never look at other girls. And that you will love me more.

If I am the one leaving you one day, I seriously doubt that you will feel a single thing. Probably happy that this possessive compulsive girl is no longer around.

I know that you wanted to have fun, but I didn't expect you to ignore me when I tried to pull your shirt. You did not even turn back to look into my eyes which says "don't go for now".

I might be the one that'll request to leave one day..

2009-12-13T11:59:00.002+08:00

I just read my friend's friend post regarding relationship. I couldn't agree more. Some things are just impossible, yet possible at the same time. It is just a matter of how much effort we put in achieving them. I wonder if I have the right to say so when the effort that I'm putting in is at a so-so level. Or at least that is how I feel.

and I felt that I left my heart somewhere.

p/s: I'm happy for you, Sharon. :) muaaks!

2009-11-28T13:38:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling really dizzy now but I just have the urge to blog. This is what I call "kuai ku".

Part 1:

I finally got myself a poodle! My dear and I shared 50:50. She is my birthday present for 2010.<3

Her name is Crystal. Jason suggested the name. Actually he got the name from some DOTA character, Crystal Maiden if I'm not mistaken. Crystal is currently 8 weeks old and she is a very smart girl.:D

I miss her dearly. Can't wait to go back to Penang to take her over to KL.XD

Part 2:

Went shopping with Yeongwei yesterday. I did not buy lots of dresses because I'm waiting for Sharon and Hui Ling to come over for our ultimate shopping spree~

We walked quite a distance from the LRT to monorail. Super tiring lor because I was wearing 3" or 4" heels =.= Serve me right huhu. I'm looking forward to my next shopping spree with my girls.<3

Part 3:

So I am going to Genting Highlands tomorrow with my dear to celebrate his birthday. Booked a hotel room about 2 months ago because I was afraid the rooms will be fully booked by November.=x

My initial plan was to tell KC about the plan on Sunday itself. But he always like to spoil my plan wan. Previous year, he can predict what I was going to do for him. And this year, he said that he wanted to go over to his friend's house during the weekend. No choice but to tell him my plan d lor.=(

No more surprises.. And my present for him still haven't arrive! wtf..... I ordered it quite some time ago. I wonder whats taking it so long.=.=

~The end~

2009-11-17T01:36:00.004+08:00

Why do I feel, each and every time you asked me, "Do you like this?","Do you want this" or stuff like that, is always out of courtesy?

I couldn't feel the sincerity =(

Am I over sensitive?

Everything that I've always loved is nowhere to be seen, and yet I'm still clinging on to this. Either way, it's unfair for both of us.

I miss every single moment that has passed, unable to prolong them any further.

I dislike what we are now.. I wonder how long can we last. Maybe a day, maybe 2. Might be weeks. Can be months.

I miss it the most when you whispered into my ears, "I love you". I am sure that I will be the only feeling this.=(

I miss being in love, with each other...

2009-11-09T21:48:00.004+08:00

I ain't strong.

I wonder if we are able to get back together by then..

Words of courage definitely brightens up my day, but it comes and goes off very quickly.

='(

Love is something that I should not get involved with if I am not prepared when it has to go away.

I am reluctant to let go of this..

2009-10-31T10:58:00.001+08:00

I wish I could save all the stray dogs in the world. =(

2009-10-28T20:24:00.002+08:00

I have absolutely no idea why SOME PEOPLE wants to play Facebook's application over and over again just because that SOME PEOPLE never get the results they wanted.

For instance "Who will you marry and when?".

First try, you got your classmate whom you never talk to. Then you'll go "He/She is my classmate lar. And we never talk to each other how to marry =.=" and type this on the comment box.

Second try, you got your friend whom you don't really like. Then you'll go "He/She is my friend lar. And I don't really like her/him how to marry =.=" and type this on the comment box.

Third try, you got your friend's bf. Then you'll go "He/She is my friend's bf/gf lar. How to marry =.=" and type this on the comment box.

It keeps going on and on, from unknown to best friend, to brother, to friend's bro, to lecturer, to so on..

who cares, really?! Okie lar except me because I'm annoyed by this type of people to the max!

What is the point? And the funniest thing is that once and FINALLY they got the ONE people that they want, they still wont be satisfied because the answer Facebook gave was too ridiculous for him or her to accept.

For example, " You will marry John/Mary in 80 years time"

That some people will go like, "Great! Finally my BF/GF!! EEEHHHHH WAIT A MINUTE! 80 years later I'll be DEAD ALREADY! Stupid Facebook!!!$#@%@$"

Then DON'T bother to play with it in the first place. Honestly! TCH =.=

Short note: Listening to MAD, Ne-Yo. Was awed by Susan Boyles earlier but that SOME PEOPLE just made me tu lan that I forgot how amazing she is.

2009-10-27T20:42:00.002+08:00

My worst nightmare happened last Sunday night. I felt cold, numb, pain and fear. I did not expect something like this would happen so soon. I didn't want to let go of him. Even for a short period of time. I am afraid he will never come back to me. I love him to bits.

There's nothing much that I can do. I can only preserve our memories together until he finally leaves me one day. That is when the story between him and I ends.

2009-10-25T17:13:00.002+08:00

Short Update:

Had dinner with jy and gyx last Friday. They were arguing about how tactless gyx was. Then I heard..

Fuck you!

Fuck you too.....

Fuck you three, four, FIVE!!!!!

2009-10-18T01:41:00.001+08:00

A note to myself:

Oneday, someday, visit KLCC :)
Unsucessful plan previously, so make it successful one day!

2009-10-17T15:30:00.003+08:00

I just came across something that makes me reconsider about something yesterday. It is sad to have this thing happened when you least expected it. I thought, that was the most wonderful thing I've ever seen but somehow it reached the end. Time really changes a person eh..

A friend of mine said life is like that. Deal with it even if you don't like it. But why to this stage? I mean I know it is something that we cannot avoid but it is still something that we can prevent aight?

I am so confused, sad and traumatized at the moment. :( Almost wishing that this can't be possibly true and that all good things will not come to an end.

A nice short dream turns out to be a long nightmare. Changes drastically without anyone noticing it...

2009-10-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

My future is dark. I can't visualize what is ahead of me. Follow the flow it is then?
I should stop whinning about life. I tell myself to get stronger and yet to no avail. How pathetic can I be?

2009-10-01T21:54:00.002+08:00

What I am afraid of:

1. Foreign workers exclude mat salleh

Seriously I have no idea why I am so scared of them. Maybe its because they move in groups. Holding hands. Lol thats not the point. Whenever I see them in a group walking towards me, I'll start panicking. I'll hold my bag really tight. Reflex response @@

2. Motorist coming from the back

My handbag got snatched once, and 2 or 3 times failed attempt. Kena once already, kena another time sure cham wan. I don't want to be that blur. Learn from mistake.

3. When my dear gets angry

When he gets angry, I can brace myself for 1 or 2 days of cold treatment.

4. No money

No money means no shopping! Can die wan le.

5. Ghost

Who is not afraid of one?><

6. Injection

Eewww super scary. My dad should be at ease because I confirmed cannot take drugs through injection. LOL.

7. Smelly armpit

My dear and I together with his friends went to MU vs Msia match. On our way back, the smell was so bad!! Hmph totally cannot tolerate smelly armpits.=.=

8. Fortune telling

Actually I am afraid of my future being told by some one else.

9. Black Magic

Damn scary weiiii.=(

10.My aunt's driving skill

I do not know how to elaborate on this.*__*

Anyways, I have been thinking about the past lately. How could I fall for a guy which I was not supposed to. I should have known myself better. I was ugly. Nobody will like me. Time changes. My temper was real good once, and now I can just explode anytime I want.

Few years back, I was a friendly girl. I can talk to anyone without feeling annoyed. But now, once one person irritates me, I will not bother talking to him or her anymore.

I miss my grandpa. =(

As we grow older, what really changes?

I will freak out if one person says "you've changed a lot" during argument. Obviously its nothing good. Well it might be the other way round.

2009-09-19T04:10:00.002+08:00

Hallo~

Just finished my final examination on the 18th September! Super hyper now! And I can't wait to go back to Penang. But I will be back for a week only. Need to rush back to KL to settle my final year project because Ms Teen said that there will be a presentation at the beginning of the new semester! Cham!

Recently, during the examination period, I've been playing around a lot with Facebook's applications. I do not know why lol. I used to log in once a month, but now I'm like active the whole time =.=

Anyways, I tend to act according to how I feel right on the spot. Impulsive. Not forgiven yet I won't regret because I believe in Karma. I missed hanging out with Sharon so much. And Cabbit too! Shoppings can never be the same without Sharon. Pity me these days. I'll either shop online or my dear has to wait for me outside the store when I am doing my shopping.

Good and bad news for Jenny. Bad news is that I couldn't go to KLCC today because it was raining heavily. Good news is that I will be going to KLCC tomorrow to get her Crumpler. Or however we spell that.

Night!

2009-08-26T01:13:00.002+08:00

I was so damn happy when my dear said he wanted to get a puppy for me NOW for my next year's birthday present! I didn't expect him to do so. But him having this thought simply makes me want to kiss all over his face and hug him tightly. I am an idiot huh.

Well for his birthday, I have an idea of what to buy or do for him already. :D

And I got cheated by X company. Hmm or I rather say its me to be blamed for not reading properly. But wtf I do not want to spoil my mood today so I'll just point to that company. I have to pay double base charge for 2 different dresses. So after calculating everything, each dress costs me RM80 WTF! Hmpf I am so not going to use their service anymore. Not worth using at all.

Exam is coming real soon and guess what I have been doing?

Oh yea there are a lot or retards in Malaysia. Maybe I'll post up the video one day.

2009-08-24T01:45:00.002+08:00

I am super duper in love with so many things now.

1. Lee Min Ho
2. Disney Pixar "UP"
3. Gooi's house
4. Tropicana Mall
5. Toast with ice cream+whipped cream+peanut butter+butter

Number 5 spells FAT. But it is a once in a blue moon thingy, so I guess it is okie. My dear's friend's house is so nice and comfy. I really want to stay there with them. And the guys are so funny when they are together. One of them likes to play silly games.

Game number 1:
This happened a few weeks ago. We were sitting in Gooi's car after having our lunch at Nandos. JY said "Okie lets play a game". We were like okie lor. The rules and regulation of the game are damn mou liu. The car's air cond is set on the normal/average temperature. If we answer his question correctly, he will increase the fan's speed, else he will decrease the speed. *__*

Game number 2:
Gooi's house automated gate opens and closes very fast. So JY said "Okie lets play a game. I'll press the close button now and whoever managed to get out before the gate closes is the winner"

Lol it was fun hanging out with them.

Anyways, we watched UP today. It is really worth watching. I cried. Go go watch this and you will know what I mean.

Ah I am so going to Gooi's house again. :D JY's guinea pig peed on me. REVENGE! lol jk. He's cute!

2009-08-15T02:23:00.002+08:00

My week = hectic! Boo

But I really really need to thank my dear. He's the best! I am his parasite XD

Jack said that my dear is my "BIG mountain". I don't quite get him at first. But soon I realized what he meant by that. My dear was always there to cover me up, be it homework or assignments or food. And he still is! Thankies smooches!

Anyways, I got my laptop back last Wednesday. Hyper! We went over to Midvalley after our lab session. Taking LRT from Wangsa Maju to Bangsar takes about 30-45minutes I supposed. The last station towards Wangsa Maju is Terminal Putra and the last station towards Bangsar is Kelana Jaya.

On my way to Midvalley, I fell asleep from KLCC. And I think I drooled on my dear's shirt =x Took my laptop from Sony Service Centre and went for dinner at Kim Gary. We ate a lotttt cos I was having PMS.:D

On my way back home on LRT, I fell asleep again from KL Sentral. My dear told me this:
He woke me up at one station before Wangsa Maju, and said "Oik, meet at Terminal Putra"
I said "Okie" and slept back. He was =.=;;;;;; and tried to wake me up again. He said "Reach Wnagsa Maju already". Damn blur.

Have to return to my Interim Report =(

2009-08-09T02:54:00.002+08:00

My heart no longer aches like how it would be 3 years ago
You have been forgotten

2009-08-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

Everything is so last minute. Too many stuff to settle at a time =(

Anyways, I've sent my VAIO to the Sony Service Centre in Midvalley. Will be able to get my beloved back in 3 working days hopefully.=D My initial plans, besides servicing my laptop, was to do some shopping. And I saw this really nice laptop bag in Bonita!! Wanted to get a pink one to match with my laptop but it's no longer available. AND NO RESTOCK!! =( hmph.

Window shopped for less than 30minutes only because we were supposed to meet my dear's friend at Kelana Jaya by 6.30pm =( another hmph.

So we boarded this taxi. He said "Jam la. You bayar DUA LIMA, I hantar you ke Bangsar LRT". We were like okie lor for dua lima because earlier we took taxi for dua tiga. Then I started to think its quite stupid to ask for 20cents extra. And he drove us in such a big round. Then I asked my dear to ask him whether its RM2.50 or RM25. He said,"RM25 la, mana ada RM2.50" =.= ONE BIG HMPH.

Fucking idiotic guy tried to con us. My dear was like "Kami turun kat sini. RM25 sudah melampau. Tadi duduk RM2.30 sahaja". Then he said no need and drove us back to midvalley. So we took another taxi from there.

Then for dinner, we thought of eating nasi lemak ayam goreng beside this bak kut teh stall. And that nasi lemak stall was closed. Super big HMPH. So we ended up having bak kut teh which does not have meatballs.=(

Bahh gotta start doing my assignments already.hmph!

Dream

2009-08-03T13:52:00.003+08:00

I'm not in a hyper mood today. My tummy bloats and I am fat. Exercise does not bring any effect to me because I don't sweat. You can ask me to jog the stadium 10 rounds and still I won't sweat.

Anyways, I was just wondering, how many of you actually dream of something which you are not supposed to dream.

For example, you had a great day today. You've just won a RM1million lottery and at the same time you got promoted. But at night, you had a nightmare where a pontianak wants to take your baby away, which you don't have at the moment.

Another situation, your boyfriend proposed to you today and you were so damn happy. But at night, you dreamt of you and another unknown guy kissed.

One more, you've just received your result and you did great. But when night comes, you were back again at the exam hall and you have no clue how to answer the questions.

For me, I will wake up crying because all those felt so real; minus the kissing part. I don't think I will cry. Once I dreamt of my sister passed away. But revived back and became a Pinochio with an axe killing everybody. Sounds stupid but I woke up crying.

=(

Emo cham.

Ku-Chi

2009-08-02T11:06:00.003+08:00

I tried to link Sharon, Lih Fong and CJ but amazingly only Lih Fong's name is visible. I have no idea why. Will troubleshoot later because I am super lazy now..

I've been reading Itazura Na Kiss about a week ago. It is so addictive! The manga is basically about an idiot and a genius. This idiot girl loves a genius for 5 years before getting married. I think its 5. Well, I wouldn't call her an idiot because she's so determined to love this genius despite countless of snides made on her. And yea, the guy finally love her and the story goes on until after their marriage.

And I just love procrastinating. :(

Anyway, about 2 Fridays ago, James and I somehow started to talk about E(exclassmate from diploma year). He asked why do I hate E so much. Of course la, this E simply touches people le. I don't like to be touched by this type of guy. I mean he touches for no reason le.=.= Usually you touch people to get their attention on something right.

Then James told me that there was this fat girl in the library working together with E (part-timer at that time). They barely know each other, and this E started to "ku-chi**" this girl. Stupid. And I have a feeling he touches/ku-chi almost every girl in my class.

If a handsome guy come ku-chi me will be a complete different story. LOL YES I AM BIAS. But that is not the point. It's all about being a gentleman.

p/s: **ku-chi = tickle

IQ

2009-07-30T00:43:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO HAVE MY IQ=200!!

Is it possible?

Obviously NO. I am currently struggling to survive T__T

Anyways, I learned something new, not today, but long time ago. So here it goes:

Life is like a NAND gate
Life = 1
Handsome guy = 1
Beautiful lady = 1
Ugly guy = 0
Ugly lady = 0

Handsome guy NAND Ugly lady = Life
Handsome guy NAND Beautiful lady = No Life
Beautiful lady NAND Handsome guy = No Life
Beautiful lady NAND Ugly guy = Life
Ugly lady NAND Ugly guy = Life

p/s: Those who understand the stuff I wrote above = Congratz! Those who do not know, erm, try Google.

I've seen a lot of couples like that lor. But I do not know till what extend it is true lol.

Jeng jeng jeng. I'm back to my shopping spree! Just ordered 4 panties for RM10. Damn cheap and the quality is not bad at all XD And I will receive my dress tomorrow! I am so excited! Oh and I planned to order facial wash from Taiwan if I can get cheap quotation from the agent. And and my Charlotte Russe swimwear is coming real soon. I need to buy one more bag and a pair of killer heels.XD

Wish me luck for my upcoming test! Thankies~

A camera

2009-07-28T00:59:00.002+08:00

I so totally need a camera =( But I am too poor to buy one now.

Baahh I shouldn't spend so much on clothing. I buy, wear once, and it's never to be seen again. Anyways, there's this MTV World Stage thingy in Sunway Lagoon and I am so tempted to go. BUT I DO NOT OWN A CAMERA!! Went to MU vs Msia match without a camera is bad enough, and now this!

My blog consists of 99.9% of words and there's nothing to make it even more exciting. So here's my Christmas list to Santa, just in case you need to collect money for my Christmas present XD

1. A camera
2. More shoes
3. More dresses
4. Lee Min Ho
5. A maltese puppy @___@ pls pls pls
6. All the time in the world

Thank you very much in advance. <3

Ohoho and I just bought several stuff from Ebay! Bumpit Hair Clip and also Cleavage Control Clip. Yes my girls for sure will notice that I do not have big boobs, so hehehe I bought this cleavage control clip to perform some magic. XD Imagine a push up bra with another enhancer. Can't wait to try lol.

Achievement!

2009-07-25T15:24:00.004+08:00

What have I achieved in the past 21 years?

1. I was born 21 years ago safely. Great achievement.

2. I kicked a boy at his scrotums when I was 6 and complained to my kindergarten teacher that he bullied me.

3. I was all alone on my first day in primary school and I did not cry. However, I remember I had a problem opening my MILO water bottle and I randomly asked one aunty to open it for me. Aww how cute :P

4. I joined singing competition when I was in Standard 6. A duet with Kelly, my childhood friend since kindergarten and we won 3rd place!! Lalala I can't really sing. But Kelly is a damn good singer.

5. I got selected to join drama competition when I was 14.

6. Bought my first Harry Potter book when I was 15. My own money leh. Damn expensive at that time.

7. Was selected to join drama competition again when I was 16. Won second place in National Drama Competition.

8. Was selected to join Science and Technology Exhibition when I was 16. Got to know Jasper back then. I remember I dropped his mp3! We are friends till now :)

9. Got to know cabbit, followed her to Comic Fiesta. It was really nice knowing her. Miss her loads.

10. Got to know Atiq when I was in form4. He stood up for me countless of times. I just love how we talk for hours about nothing. Miss him a lot too. Lost touch of him ever since he moved to US. But he was the best guy friend that I've ever have.

11. I got to know my dear in my first year of college, we were just friends. I admired him a lot last time and never thought that we can be together now. He was a hotty back then with muscles. But he is all fat now :P

12. Started to like shopping! Yay!

13. Able to earn some money now :)

Companion

2009-07-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

I am so very happy :D

Happy!

Anyways, I need someone to accompany me to watch Harry Potter. Don't bother asking "Your BF leh?" because he will not watch that movie no matter what.T__T

Leave me a message yah.

Manchester United, here I come!

2009-07-20T00:47:00.002+08:00

I am definitely and totally pissed off NOW. Fucking hate the word TRUST. GRRRRRR....

So what if it is a trust.

And try to be sarcastic towards me, I can hit you right back once again. If my words are bullshit, then yours are T-rex-shit. Huge and meaningless. Bahhhh. Screw your ego and shit, I don't give a damn.

Yes this post is only for me to curse after not blogging for 2 months. Thank you.

Anyways, I will be going for Manchester United and Malaysia's rematch tomorrow. Should have bought a camera for my dear during anniversary. Too late to regret. Wtf I'll just use my stupid phone to capture pictures. I wonder if Ronaldo will be there.. Cos I dislike him as much as I dislike slimy stuff.

And I am so jealous of Kate Beckinsale!!!! Wtf all my bf sees is her. Huhu. I should be like Xiaxue, get a guy who thinks of being with me for the rest of his life rather than keeping me and see if there is any better candidate in the future.

Lol I can dream on la. I cannot become like Xiaxue cos I love him too much till nobody in the world can tempt me with nuggets anymore except for him and myself. <3

Love him yea I do!

A Glass

2009-05-31T12:22:00.003+08:00

I am like a glass. Break me and I shall shatter right in front of you. Step on me and the shattered glasses shall hurt you. You can glue me back, but there will always be a crack. You can throw me away, but I will be recycled and become a whole new person. Maybe even better than before.:)

Shopping is my passion. Girls just love shopping I supposed. So I went out with my dearest and a friend to Lowyat in a quest to search for 3G USB modem. But all the shops in Lowyat selling so damn expensive. Does not matter cos the next stop was Sungei Wang. It was 3.55pm and we have about 5 minutes to grab McD before the super saver meal promotion stop.

After lunch, my dear and his friend went to Bentley on their own while I stayed at Sungei Wang for supposingly called window shopping. In less than 30 minutes, I've already bought so many clothes because they are damn cheap. Where on earth can I find RM15 clothes in Penang huh.

Btw, Vincci in Sungei Wang looks like it got bombed every now and then. Not organized at all. And people even rushed to the sales bin to get their sizes. I was one of them, but I did not like run to the bin, pushes everybody aside.=x

Updates on the clothes that I bought: I love all of them but damn, some are too big for me.:(

Random

2009-05-14T01:21:00.002+08:00

I seriously do not have any talent in writing. I can't write in English properly. And everything that I wrote seems so dull and ... blehh. And I sound so immature. I'm portraying my childishness and that is so not me =x

Sometimes I find it real irritating to express myself through blogging. Because I cannot write. I'm jealous towards those who can put their feelings into words. Maybe that shows another side of me. I can't put my feelings into words and when I do, it tends to sound really wrong.

Anyways, I am to blog about my BIRTHDAY~

My aunt said this, "Your birthday is nothing. Our family does not have any tradition that celebrates birthday together."

And LOL, I took this opportunity to celebrate with my dear! :P Typical birthday celebration with present, movie and dinner. And and and I got a ring XD Diamond ring! I've been bugging my other half for a ring cos I never have one. =x Expected huh.

The urge of putting up pics is overwhelming, but its private and confidential. There are some secrets that I do not wish to reveal. *Now does this sentence sounds wrong?* It's not what you think if you are thinking about what you are thinking of. Wink wink.

Apart from that, currently I'm a little bit addicted to Wu Chun. He is at my top 5 list of the most good looking guy.

1. Hyde from L'Arc~en~Ciel
2. Chiaki (role played by Tamaki Hiroshi)
3. Legolas Greenleaf (role played by Orlando Bloom)
4. Wu Chun from Fahrenheit
5. My dad

**Edited: Lee Min Ho is a total love. He is in no.3, which means Legolas Greenleaf down to 4. And OMG my dad is down to 6.:( :(

FYI, my dad was really handsome last time. I saw his picture and I was like woahh. How can a handsome father like him has me as his daughter?? But but, once my friends said I will look good if I were a guy. Now I know why I look ugly as a girl cos I will look good as a guy.=.= Life is so unfair..=x

2009-03-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

When I was in my form 4, lies about me were told by a "friend" to one of my friend whom avoided me right after that. Backstabbing was so common back then.

That was when friends and foes became very clear to me.

Atiq stood up for me, I will never forget that. He was very kind towards me and believes in me regardless what others have said about me.

I have never talked to my mum since I was 6. I remember the night she left me at my grandpa's place. I didn't know the reason why she left me at that time.

It was horrible when you don't have a real mum by your side. The worst part is when you have your very first period as well as body development.

But somehow I managed to live without a real mum until now.

The "friend" whom I never talk to for ages due to her lies, the grudge that I have against my mum for abandoning my father and I, all shall be forgotten as I finish this post.:)

Glad

2009-02-28T04:45:00.002+08:00

I'm glad that I'm still around,but it's not like I'm going to die or something.

I'm glad that I have my dad, and I do respect him no matter what. It's a good thing that I stick to him and there's no regret in doing so.

I'm glad that I managed to pull myself away from unwanted people.

I'm glad that I'm brainless at times. In another form of saying brainless---> "extremely honest that one speaks anything at the wrong time"

I'm glad that we are going strong, despite my frequently played mode of jealousy. But I swear I do not feel jealous this few months. Probably it's because there's nothing for me to be jealous about.

I'm glad that I have a huge nose. I can't breathe through my mouth so I guess it's an advantage? I fail my bio lol.

I'm glad that I have my friends. I wish I could spend more time with them.

I'm glad that I love food.

I'm glad that I'm starting to drink more water.

I'm glad for everything around me.

Done with glad glad thing. Let's jump:

Virginity

I came across this topic in some forum. Some quote quotes that "Virginity is the best present you can give to your husband". But to what extend it is true? And I seriously hate narrow-minded GUYS. Hello, is virginity more important than love?

If a married couple lives their lives happily for the first 2 years, and poof, the following year they divorced. Then the lady meets a new guy and they planned to get married after going out with each other. So what will this lady offer to her new husband?

And some men keeps on saying that "virginity is everything. Even if I'm not a virgin, I will still want to marry a virgin lady". (Quoted by some guy+edited to make the sentence shorter)

Ain't that a selfish thought. Duh you can find a virgin but you yourself ain't a virgin. Get a life.

One thing that I'm not satisfied the most is that in some retards' opinions, a non-virgin girl is someone who loves sleeping around with guys. What logic is this?

Oh yea, I broke my V during my standard 6 holidays. Slumped on the chair real hard and the next thing I knew is that I bled.(This is considered as losing my virginity right?) A confession that will cost me my future lor.

Thursday is the day

2008-10-30T12:16:00.003+08:00

Inspired but that is not enough.

Working hard is something that I can never do. Except for last minute work. I tend to work very hard everytime my assignment is near to the dateline. But with this type of hard work, I can barely score good grade for my coursework.

Thursday is one of my favourites for this semester. My class starts from 8am and finishes at 10am. I am as free as a bug after that. I do not know why people keep saying Ms. Y has an affair with Mr. P but lol its really funny.

Had lor mai kai and hokkien mee for breakfast+lunch. Lor mai kai is the best! The lor mai kai is super brownish black, which means excessive oh tai yiu and damn, the taste of the lor mai kai melts my stomach. It tastes really good lor. So do drop by at Genting Klang and taste it~

Been lazying around for almost 2 hours and I guess its time for me to settle my maths tutorial. I ammmm thinking positively. Hmmmm....

My stomach cries for food every now and then. I'm putting on weight my gawd.:( :( :( :(

New Resolution

2008-10-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

From Now Onwards, I Will Try To Write In Proper English To Eeeeeemprove My English. Thank You.

Tagged 2

2008-10-02T11:29:00.002+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Kah Joo tagged me~ took me quite awhile to start this lol. But doesn't matter.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Fuck him of cos. Verbally.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Happily ever after

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Nahhhh. No one.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Shopping. Yea I can buy everything.

5. Pretty but fat/Ugly but slim, which one would you prefer?
Neither. This is super sensitive. I wonder why this question is up anyway. So I'll change the question: What do you love about food? SATISFACTION!!

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both. Hard to decide.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ahaha. I'm not going to wait as I have mine with me.XD

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Forget about it.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
LOL I would LOVE to act with Hyde and Tamaki Hiroshi.XDD

10. What is the last thing you going to do if the world going to end in the next 24hour?
Make love non stop. Not to forget eat. :P

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Seriously I have no idea at all.

12. What's your fear?
Mr Ong.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Loving. He loves his GF a lot~

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married and rich. Lol. Single and rich should be alright I guess. Married but poor, gosh. Think about the children. I bet the couple will fight often due to financial problem.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
crack my bone.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Ahh. Don't know.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Is that possible?

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Forgive but I won't forget.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Relationship

20.List 6 people to tag
1. Nobody1
2. Nobody2
3. Nobody3
4. Nobody4
5. Nobody5
6. Nobody6

Memory

2008-09-17T20:25:00.003+08:00

What can I do to improve my memory?

I tend to forget stuff easily. It took me 4 years to remember d/dx (cosx) = -sinx

Will I finally have the brain to understand one thing and remember that for the rest of my life? Nope I guess. I am very good at remembering things that are not important. For instance Chiaki and some mangas that I've read. And sometimes, it took me awhile to recall back my friend's name!

And one more thing, I seriously cannot stand lansi sellers. Feel like slapping them. isk isk.

For the past few days, I've been struggling with my Maths VII. I am not a good maths student as mentioned in the earlier post. But I've tried my very best in understanding it. The lecturer was strict, he came to a point where he interviewed all of us (the engineering course) and made all of us to finish up our tutorials. It was tough. But I guess it paid off. A lil bit.

Surface integral, Stoke's Theorem and Gauss Divergence Theorem was pretty easy in the exam. The past years papers very tough lor. I think Mr Ong knows that this batch of EE students are super lousy that is why he prepared easier questions for us to tackle.

So I should thank him a million else I don't think I will be able to pass this subject as my maths sucks.*___*

Nodame Cantabile

2008-09-11T23:46:00.006+08:00

When I first saw him, he was nothing to me. Just some rich guy with talent.

But after quite some time seeing him, my heart thumps faster each time I watch him perform.

And nope I'm not talking bout my bf.

This guy is a total LOVE and sweet. Young, talented, good-looking and a very good cook. Ah as well as a good cleaner. And I am falling for him. Yes. I like him a lot.

His name is Chiaki Shinichi acted by Tamaki Hiroshi.

OH OH OH I AM SO IN LOVE WITH TAMAKI HIROSHI AS CHIAKI IN NODAME CANTABILE!!!!

I've watched Nodame Cantabile last year together with Sharon. And I've watched again during the holidays. And now during the exam, I watched again. I know I'm supposed to study but Chiaki is just - LOVE.

Nodame Cantabile originally from a manga with the same title, tells a story about a girl named Nodame and CHIAKI. It is a comedy love story ++++++ music. Higly recommended!

Ah yea seems like its a bit late to blog about this. I wonder if I will be able to find a guy like Chiaki. He is close to perfect. I'm not talking about Tamaki Hiroshi, but Chiaki Shinichi himself. His personality is like WHOAH.

PICS PICS PICS:

I want that kiss. But I cant lol. Anyways i gotta stop fangirling here.:P

Have a nice day.

2008-09-08T14:51:00.001+08:00

I believe what Mr Ong said now, laziness causes troubles. I am so doomed now. Off to my electromagnetics.:(

Chinese Squatters

2008-09-07T15:31:00.002+08:00

Bukit Bendera's some datuk named Ahmad Ismail "unintentionally" called Chinese "squatters" and that they do not deserve the right in this country (Malaysia).

This is unacceptable. Instead of taking off his datuk-ship, the PM and DPM tried to "help" him by saying some lame stuff. Freedom of speech. Yes. If I said Ali cannot eat pork, it is a fact and this is what people called "kebebasan bersuara". The thing is that, I'm quite sure when Ahmad Ismail made those statement, he meant it. I refused to call him datuk because he does not deserve one and who cares. Freedom of speech right?

I thought nobody is allowed to question the right of any race. I am sure if I, the useless and unknown busybody human trying to mess around with this so called "right", the police will track down my IP and send firemen to knock down my door.

It is simply not fair lor. Just because he is a datuk doesn't mean that he is allowed to do anything that he likes. And his attitude is the reflection of his face. So he said that he brought our country's sepak takraw team to Thailand. Then he confessed to PM that if he is a racist, then he wouldn't bla bla bla bla ( I bla because it is not good to spread fake info). And why must Tan Sri Dr Koh Tsu Koon apologize to him????NONSENSE. And he (Ahmad Ismail) claimed that he is going to sue the newspaper who published his statement. Double bash.

I learnt from Advanced Diploma Moral that as a reporter, it is a must and a responsibility to report the truth no matter who he or she is. If like this also can kena sue, government, please take moral off the syllabus.

He turns everybody's words around to defend himself. In Chinese, what goes around comes around. Probably you do not believe in Karma but you know I know la.

This world is unfair.

Backie

2008-09-06T22:46:00.002+08:00

This blog has been dead for quite sometime.

Lots of stuff that needs to be handled and yet there is not much time. Maybe I've been busy with the unnecessary stuff.

Anyways I am here just to key in a few quotes from my Maths VI lecturer.

1. Suffer..suffer..
2. Because of your laziness, it will cause you problems
3. You see, you bring in your Diploma attitude by copying answer
4. If you want to know more about Buddhisme, find me in TBR
5. I say you, you are not happy. NVM we continue our lesson
6. Lapppppppplace transform
7. No need to explain anymore, PRAPPP answer

Can't think of others. Will definitely update if I managed to dig out more from my brain.

J.CO part 1

2008-06-25T02:27:00.003+08:00

I cannot help but to wonder what I've been doing for the past two days. Almost feel like I've completely lost track of time.

Anyways, I can't wait to open my mouth super big and stuff it with J.CO doughnuts~ I will not post any picture for this post because I totally forgot to take pictures of the doughnuts. The doughnuts were so damn gooOOOOoooOOOoood and I didn't even bother to snap a picture of the babies because I can't wait to place them in my mouth.

J.CO is much more better than Dunkin Doughnuts. Hmm not to say Dunkin doesn't taste good, but J.CO definitely captured my heart just like what my dear expected from me. I didn't know that J.CO exists and I know I'm super lame for not knowing it.

The doughnuts texture from J.CO is soft..Really soft. And yummy. I do not know how to make comparison but I CHOOSE J.CO. I will definitely take pictures tomorrow.XD I am going to buy one dozen of doughnuts back for my family, and two for Sharon's sis.:D And probably another half dozen for my dear and myself for dinner on Thursday~

I miss Penang. Everything in or about Penang. Especially FOOD.

Last but not least, I miss Cabbit. :( When will we kai kai in Pacific or Gurney or Queensbay again?:(

Maths

2008-06-20T19:59:00.003+08:00

My mouth and brain both will never ever go well together. My brain will think something like this, and my mouth will say something like that.

Maybe its between my brain and my heart. So nevermind.

Hectic...

I don't understand why I took the troubles to settle maths questions that I know how to do. But in the end, the sir said that I copy, never do on my own. If that is the case, I do not know what to do. It will be silly of me to say "since he said I never do, then I also no need to do larrrr".

Haiz.

I want my life back. But there is no point whining about it since I chose this route. So wtf.

Penang

2008-06-17T00:27:00.004+08:00

My blog is dead wtf. I can only blog once in a week because of TARC. :(

I've been lacking of sleep for almost a month, ever since the college started. I'm not used to it because I sleep almost 14 hours a day when I was back home holiday-ing. And now I get to sleep for 4 hours maximum. Which means I'll end up sleeping in most of the classes.

Everyday is just the same. Maths is obviously stabbing me, leaving me bleeding to death.:(

Ahh I'm so excited to go back home next week~~ I miss everybody at home. And also a chance to get away from TARC for a moment. Knowing that I will be back to Penang for my convocation, the more I think about Penang, the more I crave for Balik Pulau's koay teow soup. I am soooo going to eat that!!!

My cooking skill is getting from bad to dusty lor. Trying to save money cos my anniversary is around the corner. I already have in mind of what to buy yay for myself. Love him the most. Still seeing sparks instead of sweat just like what my English lecturer said.

And I'm confuse about one thing. I thought hamsters breed very fast. But ever since the female hammy gave birth to her little babies which ended up in that mummy's tummy, there is no sign of her getting pregnant.*___* I do sound pathetic sometimes. But I want more baby hamsters that look exactly like the papa.:D But too bad lor she's like not productive anymore.

I would like to thank Cabbit and Sharon here for helping me with ELF. Thankies~~ I still owe Cabbit some USD lol. Sorry yah the paypal seller nowhere to be seen. Huggles hugugugugugu.

ola

2008-06-07T23:47:00.001+08:00

hello

Taxi sucks

2008-06-07T13:44:00.002+08:00

Seriously and honestly I'm going to die anytime soon. 3 hours out of 24 hours per day allocated for my sleep, 12 hours which includes preparing to college and reaching home, dinner+bath+catching up with friends equals to 3 hours, and the rest I really have no idea where it went to.

Graduation is on the 28th of June back in Penang. But I think I will be going back on Thursday since there is supposed to be a briefing back in TARC Penang. It's not like I have the choice to go back later though.

The pressure in KL is overwhelming. Of cos I don't expect the lecturers to spoon feed all of us. But I was hoping that the lecturers would guide us. Hmmm maybe I just don't understand KL culture.

Talking about KL culture, I am going to wait for my chance to KILL THIS IDIOTIC TAXI DRIVER. Well he stepped on his accelerate pedal without confirming that everybody is in his taxi. One of my leg was in the taxi and the other one on the road. Hit me in the face and never say sorry. WTF. Okie some of you may think that I deserve this. And to those who thinks that I deserve this, you are going to spend thousands of years getting hit in the face. Lol I am cruel.

Gonna keep this short. My cooking skill has deteriorate.:(

http://weloveeyes.bravehost.com/

2008-06-03T00:24:00.003+08:00

Seriously life in advanced diploma sucks. I (as in WE) have to endure hours of walking in a day, classes that seems to take forever to end and lastly, the waiting bus.

I am too exhausted to blog anything right now. But I'm feeling bad for not updating this blog for quite some time. Well I think I feel bad for not scolding WTF or anything similar to that.

Anyways I just open a website http://weloveeyes.bravehost.com/ . Do visit this site and help me to promote yah. Thanks a lot~~

Erm, I think I am hitting the bed now. Will try to update some other day when my brain is working.

Nite!

2008-05-25T22:01:00.001+08:00

:( I'm totally lost of words.. Even my laptop fools me wtf.

It is all a twist of luck

2008-05-25T01:12:00.003+08:00

Finally I can graduate from Diploma in Electronic and Electrical Engineering LOLOL. To be honest my result wasn't that good. I am just lucky enough that I managed to graduate. Anyhows, feel a bit blehhh for some of my friends.

Two days ago, it was a BAD LUCK day. Totally bad luck. First, I've mentioned about Elf in the previous post. Yuppie that is number 1. Secondly, I was told that my money has been deducted even though it is not meant to be that way. Third, my dear's grandma fell into coma. Fourth, it seems like forever to get the room thing settled. Fifth, my articles did not manage to reach my boss inbox, so I have no income for that all-effort-in articles.

HOWEVER, since FRIDAY 12AM in the morning, everything changes. First, Elf emailed me to inform me that they've just shipped out the order. Secondly, I passed and I'm going to graduate. Third, my friend message me and told me it was a mistake. Fourth, my dear's grandma woke up from the coma but still very frail. Fifth, my boss gave me another article to write and if I managed to crawl through this, I will have a total of 25 articles to write in the future. Sixth, my dad sms me with all the love from home in back in Penang.

Everything has been puzzled back together. Every piece of it.:D

And I think I'm taking off that no-idea-what-thing that keeps popping out whenever I scroll over it. Irritating lol.

Can somebody tell me nasi kandar, deep fried stuff, or char kaoy teow more fattening? which one?@@

ELF cosmetics is lame

2008-05-22T21:58:00.009+08:00

Nothing has been going well for me. My laptop sucks. I can't open my Internet Explorer now and there's no way i can log into Cabal.

And I'm fucking pissed off at ELF. Bad customer service, and everything is not as what they have mentioned. ELF promised a 6-10 days of shipping but now wtf. I've waited for two weeks le. My customers even though did not blame me on anything, but stupid ELF is not efficient at all. I'm trying to keep my customers satisfied.

I emailed them 6 times, and these 6 times guess what was their fucked up reply:

Don't bother clicking them. All the same reply. High demand, working around the clock, hope you LOVE ELF. Totally lame. Of course I can accept it for the first and second time, but it just keeps coming in each time I send an email to enquire. I tell you, you wouldn't wanna know how pissed I am. Just sent them an email again saying how angry I am for having me waited for so damn long and how they replied to all my messages with a single and totally exactly same answer.

One more thing, ELF does not reply you or me immediately. Have to wait for 72 hours in order to get one simple question answered. And sometimes they don't even bothered to reply.

Their products are manufactured in China. I was wondering why they never use their brain to set up a company there and ship out worldwide from there. In fact, they rather ship back to US and sell to US alone.

I bought two items from ELF through another person who organized the spree before I started my own spree. Pressed powder sucks. Expect nothing from a $1 stuff.

They gave a good impression at first. BUT DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

SERIOUSLY I AM GONNA ATTACK SOMEBODY WITH THE KNIFE I JUST BOUGHT.=.=

Need more money

2008-05-20T10:40:00.002+08:00

My money is draining away. Each two way trip from Genting Klang to Lowyat Plaza costs RM10. Lunch and dinner approximately RM15.

Have to go to Lowyat again today because the modem is not functioning. zzz. What a waste of money. Will try to update my blog soon. Too sluggy to do anything now.:P

Plan

2008-05-13T10:44:00.002+08:00

Going down to KL this Saturday. And all this while when I'm at home doing nothing, my aunts, grandma and dad keep feeding me with food. I wonder if it's a good thing or bad thing.:P

Today: Dating~~ =x. Actually I'm going for a haircut with my dear, lunch and dinner together.

On Wed: By the way, Elf reached Sharon already. Planned to have dim sum together, back to my place to make up and straight to McD later on.

Turs: Shopping for stuff to KL

Fri: Last minute packing.

My life is kind of boring so there's nothing much to talk about. Wakes up late everyday, no exercise nothing.*___*

By the way, global warming is getting from bad to blehh.

The just person is one
who does not arbitrarily pass judgment;
but thinks deeply and judges impartially

Purposely ending this post with WTF.

Online boutique double-woot

2008-05-07T03:05:00.002+08:00

My friend, I call her WOOT girl, has just started her online boutique. The prices are affordable and her clothes are nice as well.XD do visit doublewoot.

Okies so here now is my turn. I just created another blog to sell color contact lenses. These contact lenses can last for a year and only costs RM125 per pair. Ready stock and will be able to send to you guys as soon as possible. Special price will be given if you purchase more than 7 pairs. By the way, I do ship internationally too.:D just leave me a message here or here.

Like I said do not get fooled by the fake lenses lor.

First, I'm crazy over online shopping. And now, wakaka I hope people will go crazy over my lenses too.XD And hopefully my ELF reaches my Cabbit as soon as possible before I start harassing them again.=x

2008-05-02T02:37:00.002+08:00

I wish I don't even know this type of friend. No connection, nothing. I don't hope for the worst to happen to her, yet I don't hope she has all the luck in this world.

Birthday

2008-04-28T00:54:00.005+08:00

My 20th Birthday

The worst thing about this birthday thingy is that it falls on one of my final papers.

But my dear took me out for a date the day before. It's just like normal birthday celebration, except that I have the person that I love with me.

So on the 24th of April, he took me to my favourite restaurant. I don't know whether we consider that as a restaurant or what, but anyhows we went to Kim Gary for dinner. As usual like our normal dating outings, after dinner will be movie time.

One thing that I didn't know was that, he asked for friends help to gather around at his place. I didn't even know about this even though I stick to him most of the time.

I owe him a big kiss for this.

My dearest dracula.:P

Thanks to everybody that came and sang me 'Happy Birthday' song. Thanks to those who wishes me. Huggles~~ And thanks to my dear for everything, the present and cake and movie and dinner. Love you the most.

2008-04-23T01:08:00.000+08:00

Somebody who is kind enough please donate me 4USD through paypal.T___T

memories

2008-04-19T23:13:00.006+08:00

I found a lot of pictures in my Photobucket. I haven't log into that site for a year plus plus. So it's kind of entertaining viewing back all those pictures.XD

HUGA~~

Cabbit in SPCA. So cute.XD

A cat snoring lol.

Sei pervert. Yea I know I looked like an aunty you don't have to remind me. I still look like one, except that a better looking aunty.*____*

This picture looks as though I have big boobs. But.... it's all fat. Wakakaka. I don't have those big boobies anymore how sad.

Atiq and I four years back. He's in US now and I miss him. All those good days we had together.

Comic Fiesta. Big boobs.*___*

My Cabbit =x

I miss them too. Haiz.=(

Left: elder sister and Right: smiling cutely me lololol.

@___@ my dad and little elder sis. I like this picture a lot even though that baby is not me.

Grandpa and I. My nose doesn't change dang.

Some pic.:P

Honestly it was so sweet back then.

Wuaha I'm like the tallest. :P

XD

Loving those pictures. I have more but.. Save them for next time.

3GB Community

2008-04-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

3GB allows one to do almost everything just like other community websites.

Meeting new friends, searching for your long lost friends or classmates and be more popular among the 3GB community people.

Upload your pictures into tons of photo albums. Share the precious moment captured with others and mesmerize them with your smile.

Create a blog and blog anything about everything. See it as a way to improve your writing skill and how to approach people.

There are new features available in 3GB. You can listen to the latest mp3 and chat with other members.

Try this out. Join 3gb community www.3gb.biz today.

Random Part 2

2008-04-19T18:03:00.002+08:00

Exam is coming soon. So good luck to all and study hard.

And I'm so addicted to online shopping these day. Purchased two tops from Yacafashion which arrived two weeks ago. Meanwhile now waiting for another seller to send the cosmetics that I purchased through Sharon. And now I'm considering of getting two pairs of shorts from different seller from the LowYat forum. Not to forget, 2 candy bangles as well. I'm starting to love bangles. yay~~

For your information, my birthday is coming so I'm expecting a big and fat and loaded angpao(s) from everyone.=x

Other than that, I need to reformat my laptop as soon as possible. It's driving me crazy. Its so damn laggy that I feel like smashing it to the floor.

Moving to Kuala Lumpur soon. Counting the days for me to have all the food in Penang. My dear and I agreed to eat all we can from Penang to Butterworth's hawker food.

I'm so good at being random.XP

Have a good day everyone.

Mommy Bloggers

2008-04-17T13:15:00.003+08:00

Here's a great opportunity for all moms out there.

A simple way to earn extra money from home while taking care of your kids. And take those free period to do something beneficial. Although I'm just a college student and know nothing about being a mother, but I'm sure it is hard to leave your children for work. So here is the word, SocialSpark.

SocialSpark believes that mom writers are great at writing any content. It is simply because of their experiences in life, their high EQ and how to express themselves. By contributing to SocialSpark, as in fulfilling the opportunities, mummy bloggers will be paid and thus with that extra money earned, she can do whatever she wishes. Be it shopping for herself, keep those money, or take the kids out for a treat. And you don't have to worry not having enough allowances to do anything that you wish. Why not start this as soon as possible since it won't cause any harm to anyone.

With a mom's knowledge, tasks taken will not be a problem. Show us your super power. There are reasons why the SocialSpark loves moms.

SocialSpark provides moms at home the opportunities to write to earn extra money. All the moms have to do is to have a blog and sign up for SocialSpark mailing list in order to join this great offer as soon as SocialSpark has been launched to the public. Only simple steps to be taken. Not time consuming at all.

To all the moms out there, be sure to be the first one to register for the mailing list. I will certainly recommend my mom to this. Can't wait..

Baby hamsters

2008-04-16T01:04:00.004+08:00

I got this lamest joke from my friend today. It is called "Ah Beng Joke". I'm going to post part of if so here it goes:

Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College.

Friend: Really, what is he studying.

Ah Beng: No he is not studying, they are Studying him.

=============================================

How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?

He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases

the board.

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Ah Beng told his servant: Go and water the plants

Servant: It's already raining

Ah Beng : So what? Take an umbrella and go.

******************************************** *********

A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not

in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

It's very lame lor but I found myself laughing to it.

Anyways, my hamster gave birth to three cute little fetus look alike..

And she ate all three of them, so wtf bitch. It's actually our fault. My dear and I thought it's best to separate the babies from the mom because his friend once said the mummy hamster will eat the kids lor. So we got scared and we kinda used our hand to pick them up, which is a very STUPID thing to do. After transferring, we have no idea what's the next step. So make full use of Google and what the fuck, the babies and mom are not to be separated!

Furthermore, we, HUMAN, are not allowed to touch the babies as that will change their scent. I was so like duhh how stupid. There was nothing we can do. So we put the babies back with the mom, and the mom starts chewing off their head one by one.

Sorry babies.

This looks a bit obscene. The center one. Maybe it doesn't.

Bite your head, suck your blood, eat your intestine, yum~ =.=

I'm sorry for being a lousy blogger. I don't own a camera so anyone who complains please do buy me one. Those pictures were taken by using a camera phone.

One more thing, I super duper hate that lab bitch. Once again she won't let me in to the computer lab. This time is because of my top that I was wearing. For your information, I was wearing a pink colour long sleeve off shoulder. I told her I can pull my sleeve up to my shoulder. She was so bitchy and fucking retarded and said, "Rule is still a rule. You cannot enter." .It that really a big deal?

I see people going in with their shorts, and yet she never say anything. Maybe she's jealous because I'm prettier than her which is so so so not true and lame. I hope you stop working there and thus making my life a lot lot way easier. Hate you Bitch.

2008-04-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

Is it wrong to be jealous? Somebody please help me..T_____________T

I don't have the right to feel anything?

Tagged

2008-04-12T13:06:00.002+08:00

wtf I've been tagged by three people at a time (CJ, Lipop and Joo). So I don't care I'm gonna tag them back because no one wrote nothing about tagging the same people wakakkaka.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not at all. That is what we call a crush.

2. Do you hold hands in public?
Yuppie I do with my dear.

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan. But this 'ang kong' asked me to visit his statue in China. Lol.

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Happily ever after.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
As a matter of fact I do. Only when the sun shines while it still drizzles, and the right angle and location to see one.

6. Do you like being who you are today?
Erm not all the time. When things go bad of cos I wont like myself. But if its the other way round I have no reason to dislike myself.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Shopping

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I will. Even if he already has a gf or he's gay I will still confess to him. But if I got rejected it's my problem. Bearing the consequences.

9. Who are the top five people in the world you would wish to meet?
I would like to meet the past life of myself. That's out.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Loyal, understanding, smart, and the most important thing is that he loves me.

11. What is the biggest mistake you ever made?
Fell in love with an idiot? Nope. It's more to like myself being stupid at times.

12. Which do you prefer from your other half? hug? or a kiss?
Both can I? I would prefer a kiss though. But hugging makes me feel so awwww.=)

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you
rather they keep quiet?
Point it out to me. It's like maths. Once I counted wrongly and nobody's there to tell me, I'll get zero for the whole paper.

14. Are you afraid if your not in any relationship/commitment with somebody when your almost in 30?
LOL of cos I will.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Yea I am.:P

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
My laptop

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Selfishness and jealousy

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
When I don't get things that I want or things to be done my way

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Nope.

20.Do you like your own personality right now?
No comment.*___*

Okies I would like to tag back those who tagged me. And I'm too lazy to find 10 people to tag to. so 3 will do. LOL.

CJ
Lipop
Joo

Gratz guys~~

Zookoda

2008-04-12T00:47:00.004+08:00

Ever thought of how are you going to inform your blog readers that you have updated your blog?

I'm sure most people will just sign in to their online chatting program and clicks one by one of their contact to inform them that they(the bloggers) have updated their blog. Instead of going around nudging people in MSN or Yahoo Messenger saying that you have posted a new post, why don't you register at Zookoda and sent a newsletter to everyone in your contact list.

Zookoda is an email marketing application which is designed especially for people like us, the bloggers. This site enables a blogger to send a summary of your latest blog, be it daily, weekly or monthly. And the best part of it is....FOC- free of charge.

The features include all email sent by Zookoda are spam compliant. All subcription via your blog form are double opt-in to ensure user acceptance. As we know, accepting, verifying and managing email subscriptions can be a time consuming business. It's something a blogger really can cope with and spending all their time there. By creating a mailing list with Zookoda definitely can make things simpler.

Besides that, their online editor allows for editing your post as well as re-ordering your posts. Do not hesitate to visit Zookoda for more information.

The advantages of Zookoda:

1. It is a very good way to promote your blog. Keeping your readers informed and updated.

2. Build you visitor base by creating dynamic blog subscription form.

3. You can create your newsletter by choosing cool templates.

4. Real time report provides you a clear view of your newsletter success.

Enjoy the benefits of Zookoda and there's no fuss about it.

How sweet is love?

2008-04-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

Love ain't sweet after all. It only suffocates one being, making oneself acting silly and selfish.

Why do we have to start it in the first place? I don't know what's the big deal about love.

When I think about far distance relationship, I will not start it in the first place. Whatever that I have now, I will put a stop to it. Only girls will have the difficulty to feel pressured, feeling insecure and goes bad mood all the time because of this matter.

I can't write any longer. I'll end up crying even more...

Happy Birthday Jessie

2008-04-08T23:52:00.003+08:00

I don't know how to say or what to say la. I can never be satisfied with anything. Okie la I feel that I'm a nobody and a nobody's business and there's no one that cares for me. I want somebody that knows that I'm the silliest girl on earth but loves me for that. Whatever that I said is wrong and doesn't feel right. The main reason is I talk without thinking.

I am a type of person that when I want something to be done that way, it has to be that way. Or else I'll go mad in the next second only to realise that I was wrong. I need a word for everything that you do before anything has been done, not after what has been done.

To you it may be controlling, but it's a courtesy to me. I'm demanding and freaky. So that's it.

Today is supposed to be a happy day. But due to some reasons, I'm on and off happy and mad. So I'll only talk about the happy part.

Today is Jessie's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~ We had dinner at Winter Warmers and the food was good lor overall.. I had this Smoked Chicken Waffle thingy but it's a bit too hard compared to Jessie's. The Cheese Baked Chicken something was really good.XD And I called Midnight bla bla bla I can't remember the name. It's too long.*__* It was a very tall glass of black coffee with milk and ice cream. Tastes better then green tea though.

So we were talking about lots of junks then I suddenly have the urge to go to the toilet. So...

Shiina: I wanna go pee
Heliene: What wtyng?
Shiina: I wanna go pee..
Heliene: Wtyng! What are you drinking? Kopi(means coffee in malay) right?
Shiina: Yea coffee
Heliene: OMG what did you say just now?
Shiina: Erm I wanna go pee?
Heliene: LOLOL I thought you said you want coffee

Lol it doesn't seem funny when I write it down like this. But it was so funny on the spot. XDD

Anyways Happy Birthday to Jessie and thanks for everything. Huggles~~ Had a great time with you guys.

Ashop Commerce

2008-04-07T12:41:00.002+08:00

Ever thought of creating your own online software?

Ashop Commerce = shopping cart software or e-commerce software.

The shopping cart software makes selling online as simple as ABC-Z, 123- infinity. It simply helps to change an Internet presence into profit. This software consists of thousands of features and it's user friendly too. No sweat using this software.

Their shopping carts are Search Engine Optimised (SEO). They have been and still are researching for search engine updates that ensure the highest rank for your products on major search engine.

Ashop shopping carts does not need plug-ins or programming and it's a complete operational storefront. It has a web-based store administration, free tech support and the best of all, there's no graphic design required.

Reasons why you should consider this:

First of all, it is affordable. There is no need to spend your whole saving on setting up an online business. It's all about a small monthly investment.

Secondly, there's a huge possibility that you will be found in the net.

Technical support and customer service is available for enquiry or when any help is needed.

Customized design and there is no need for us to create a new template. They provide a unique design that you need to attract a lot of people.

And................ They provide a 10 days free trial for all. No payment is needed. Just to try out the program.

So to those who wants to do an online business, do consider getting the shopping cart software here. It's cheap and easy to use. No regret, more traffic and income.

Computer Lab

2008-04-03T13:48:00.002+08:00

Everything gets on my nerves today. It's not that I'm having my PMS or what-so-ever but I'm pretty tired of this stupid college.

It has been almost two years here. The "ruling" of the college gets worse day to day. At first when I first came into the college, I read that students are not allowed to wear dangling earrings, singlet or sleeveless, heels or thongs, cap, shorts or quarter pants. That time I kinda okie with the rules cos I was from Convent school which screams UNIFORM.

But when i started college, I see almost everyone wearing stuff that they are not allowed. So okie lo I also follow them la. Sometimes when I'm too lazy to put on my sport shoes, I'll just wear my sandals to college. Sometimes wearing shorts or sleeveless. None of the lecturer said anything except for the head of Electronic Engineering. I understand him la cos he is the head mer. What if one day the KL head drops by and see all EE students having a beach party by the electronic lab. The KL head can't put the blame on our super cute head of EE Penang Branch cos he did told us not to. But I guess he won't mind after all he is just doing his part.

The Electronic Lab

So okie la I got bored of sport shoes. I bought a new pair of shoes from Vincci. It's neither sandals nor thongs, but it's more to like a barbie doll type of shoes. The slip on type??

I wore that since last July and nobody say a word about it. I wore them to all the labs and classes and lectures and during examination.

But today there's a bloody bitch that stopped me from entering computer lab because of my shoes.

Bitch: You cannot go into the lab.
Shiina: @@ why not??
Bitch: Because the shoes that you are wearing is not allowed.
Shiina:=.= *screams "fuck you bitch!!" silently*

I walked to the rack to take my bag. That's when my dear came out and asked

Dear: Dear, why didn't go in yet?
Shiina: Because that char boh (woman) won't allow me to.
Dear: Why?
Shiina: Cos of my shoes.
Dear: Why? You've been wearing that all along what.
Shiina: You go ask that char boh la.
Dear: Excuse me. May I know why she is not allowed to enter the lab?
Bitch: Because of her shoes.
Dear: But she has been wearing that long long time ago and nobody stopped her before.
Bitch: It's one of the rules. A precaution.
Dear: What precaution?
Bitch: What if she stepped on a screw or a mouse fell down on her toes.
Dear: But it's a computer lab. There's no way she can step on screws.
Bitch: *says louder* WHAT IFFFFFFFFFF the mouse falls on her toe? We don't want to take any responsibilities for that.
Dear: When did this rule starts?
Bitch: Last week.
Dear: =.=

It's a fucking stupid reason lor. Holding a mouse is worse than a mouse falls onto your toes. Got an electric shock also like that lor. How many people can tell me that a mouse chops their legs off. Electronic lab is worse. The percentage of stepping small and sharp is higher than that bloody mouse falls onto toes and yet there's nobody there taking care what the fuck I'm wearing also. It's totally unnecessary.

The Computer Lab

AND FUCK HER AND HER MOUSE.

Quiet

2008-04-01T15:17:00.005+08:00

I've been keeping myself quiet for one week I guess.

First I'm having my test but I have no idea why some people call them midterm.

Secondly, I'm setting up my own online business. XD

Third I've been busy with all sorts of nonsense.

Anyways college is okie but still old looking. I wanted to get a new handphone but I'm short of money. So I was thinking maybe I should just change my handphone cover instead. Nothing special happened in the past weekend except that my period came lor. I have tummy bloatedness and craves for a lot of food. My friend said I should stop eating supper.*___*

One of my friend is celebrating her birthday soon. She invited some other friends and I to Winter Warmers to gather together. And yessh I' m not going to buy anything for her because she said there is no need to. What matters is that we are able to meet each other. XD

Last Friday my class had a bbq outing at the beach. First time over budget happened and I have no idea how they spend our money. Anyways we were having lots of fun. From the start until end I never leave my bbq spot. Lol yea I'm a fat-ass. One stupid thing is that my drumstick was ready to be eaten but I dropped that chicken on the sand. Waste my effort.

Below is the picture taken long long time ago during CJ's birthday outing at Faces.

Kuala Lumpur

2008-03-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Kuala Lumpur's food sucks. Especially those food court food. My classmates and I went for our lunch at KL Central because we were lack of time. It was 3.00 pm and we have to reach Plaza Rakyat by 3.55pm if we do not want to miss the bus back to Penang.

So we walked around KL Central searching for a place to eat. Rasamas- I wonder it's from Ayamas, Subway, McD, KFC, Secret Recipe, and some Western food. And not to forget the worst of all, KL Central's food court. I thought the black pepper claypot chicken rice looks good so i ordered one. Then i rushed to the other stall to buy my favourite of all time; nuggets and fishballs so I can eat them in the bus on our way back.

Godammit-it-so-tasteless-claypot-rice. Apart from that, the nuggets that I bought tastes like dried tofu, or maybe worse.

Anyways, I was in Kuala Lumpur to search for a place to stay when I'm in KL for advanced Diploma. It's not easy. Finding a cheap house is almost impossible and you have to be really lucky for that. Well, my classmates and I managed to find a good one, but there's this brainless people who's renting there for now told his or her friend that the house they are staying is for rent after seeing my classmates and I looking at the house. Idiot.

My friend CJ called the owner the very night and talked things through. So I hope everything is gonna be okie. Thanks to everybody that went in search for that house. I feel a bit useless cos I didn't do anything much. All I did was providing my fully charged handphone for those who are running out of battery.=(

Tq: CJ, dear, Ah Han and his friend; John or Jon or Jaun or Jean I'm not sure, and Hiau.

A guy

2008-03-17T02:34:00.002+08:00

How I wish that I'm a guy. A handsome guy with brain that works. Tall and fit. Capable of everything.

I want to attract all the girls but not getting into a relationship. I want to bullshit all day about how great this girl looks and blah blah blah. Going out till late at night and there is no one there to lecture me. Only guys have this type of freedom.

I want to do everything that I like. Something that is restricted for girls. I want to put my brain into use. I'll practice my maths more and become an expert. Then I can become a CEO without people objecting because I'm a guy and girl sucks.

I want to step a foot into the club, waste my money there, enjoy the heat and dance with the hottest girl there. I won't fuck unless I cannot resist the temptation and the next day, pretend that there's nothing happened.

I want to get the attention of the girl that I love the most, love her,making her jealous knowing that she cares. And if she gets angry, I won't need to win her back. She will come back by herself. How easy can that be.

I can be brave if I'm a guy. Even if I am afraid of something, there's no way I can show it to others.

Cut the crap. zzzz.

Sing Sing Sing

2008-03-14T13:26:00.003+08:00

I'm having an hour break now before continuing my next lecture class. I was on my way to my dear's ride when I heard a gal singing I Don't Love You originally sang by MCR. No offense but her singing sucks. And she had a band playing for her. Maybe she was just nervous or something.

Last no idea how many months ago, I followed my dear for jamming session. Their vocalist damn good le. Powerful, she can hit a very high note. Anyway that was their second vocalist. Their first one was ill having chicken pox.

I'm missing my good old days. I was crazy over L'Arc~en~Ciel. =x And I still am but not as much as last time. Lolxx.

My belovedsssssssss.

Something random

2008-03-13T01:02:00.002+08:00

Just something random for today. I've slammed the door so hard it makes me feel guilty.

Somebody please help me with my hair. It's dry and fugly. The colour is fading as well which makes my hair super bright now. Why can't I get a nice hair cut and a nice perm.

Anyways, my dim sum day is coming really soon. My dear agreed to pick me up to the I have no idea what's the name dim sum shop for breakfast on Friday.XDDD

Apart from that, I'm considering of getting a Happy line. It has been said that after 99 cents of credit has been used at a time, we can chat for free for 30-45 minutes (not sure of the duration) for free!! But sms-es damn expensive.

Tired. Officially tired. I used to have the power or energy or what-so-ever we call, that I can stand the whole night awake and still alive for the lecture the very next day. I guess that time has gone.

Going to Kuala Lumpur next week to search for apartment or house to rent for my advanced diploma. One of my friend suggested that we go to Genting for fun. I wish I have more and more and lots and lots of money. The MNG at Genting is super cheap but unfortunately the sizes are blehhhh. Too big for me.=x

Ending the post here. I'm going to bed and huggle huggle my bb-chai. He haven't seen his father for a very long time already. Pity him.

Where art thou

2008-03-11T02:24:00.001+08:00

MY DEAREST WHERE ARE YOU I MISS YOU SLAP SLAP**